December 12.
On my Twitter.
I’ve made myself as Clear as I want. More Clear than many Artists Deserve from someone in my position.
I’m not stopping my Art Career. Not Ideally. I’ll have to be Dead or unable to Express myself anymore in order for that to End. But obviously my Approach will need to be changed a bit. I’m mostly the same person I’ve always been. Smarter in ways, Dumber in others. But I am Proud to have kept my Morales and Ideals along with my Interests unchanged despite EVERYTHING in my Life. The Highest Highs and Lowest Lows. Frankly I could just go about this like Nothing’s Changed. But that’s obviously not True.
But now that I know not only do I forever have the Support of my Family as long as this World will allow us to Live Life together. But now done the Most Terrifying Thing to myself of my own Accord. And have been met with a Beautifully Stunning yet Small bit of Trust and Support from Strangers in this Cutthroat World. I will Strive to do what I’ve always done with Less Hesitation: I will use both my Firsthand Experiences and the knowledge I’ve gained from So Many People in my Life, In and Out of the Internet, to Leave this World in as Best a State as I can. And Spread the only Wealth I can right now: My Kindness and Knowledge.
This all sounds Very #Nice Guytm, but know I’ve finally Enjoyed the Taste of my Venom and am less afraid Now more than Ever to Sling It. You Hurt me or those I Care About. I’ll Tear Your Throat Out With My Teeth.
So. December 12th is when I put the Final Nail in this Coffin. I will Gather All My Thoughts into a Single Thread and be done with this.
May Artists young and old remember this. So they never Feel Bullied into revealing their Pain to not Hurt others EVER AGAIN in this Industry. And be Comfortable being as Open as they Wish.
So I invite you to a Show to Remember on the 12th. A Performance I Hope will make Art even a Little Bit Safer for Everyone.
Shoto Out for now. See you again soon.
CyberneticShotokan
I’ll say The Actually Seriously Fuckin Last Thing for now, I’m not feeling as Bored Anymore and have made myself more than Clear.
But it’s really funny how this happened after being on Twitter huh? I thought I was Bitching Sob Stories on here Too Much but Geeeeeeezzzzzzz. Still was though Despite Everything. I’m just as Willing to Have the Same Fun but frankly a lot less Trusting of just anyone, which I already thought I was.
Refined Anxiety.