Alright Today’s the Day!
I’ll Log All of my communication, illustrative work, and written work I’ve done these 3+ Years. You won’t see the Log. But I’ll write out a detailed summary of my Time as a Public Artist for you to see. As a NG News Post I’ll attach to my Pin.
Let’s Go!
CyberneticShotokan
Preliminary Thoughts before Detailed Review: Not much has changed at all aside from me slowly ruminating more and more on my Impact and Responsibilities as an Artist. As well as worrying about Neglecting people.
I.E: I Worried Too Much.
CyberneticShotokan
Still in the process of Logging the Newgrounds said of things. But this has been Very Eye-Opening. I let the Struggles of my Real Life and the Insecurities formed from it make me believe I wasn’t enough. A Foolish but Understandable Circumstance. I feel like an Idiot honestly, but it’s very reassuring to know I’ve kept my Integrity so far. I miss talking to a lot of ya’ll a bunch. Twitter’s been fun too but of course me spending more time there escalated my worries. I don’t regret any of this. I just hate how much Anxiety it brought forth. I never had Legit Panic Attacks until Last Year. Though my First was in 2020. Despite all of the Suffering I’ve been through. I’d say it was pathetic. But these last 3+ Years have been the Best and Worst of my Life.