Reread some of my Old News Posts on here, and while I’m still confident in my Verdict. I’ll be doing another, more thorough review of my Newgrounds activity. To go with the Twitter Half of my review. So far it feels like there’s been 3 Major Eras of my Career, the Third of which I’d say started in November after the Twitter Meltdown. Honestly it feels nice to have come this far these soon to be four years. Granted I wish a lot of the IRL BS hadn’t happened, but Art-Wise this was all Necessary Growing Pains. I’m not worried about my responsibilities as an Artist ‘cause I know that if I start slipping ya’ll would call me out. Seriously if I ever get Super Caught Up in these doubts again for no reason I give ya’ll permission to Bitch me out. Newgrounds Followers and Twitter Followers alike! The Ones who know what I’m about anyway. But yeah, I’m mostly just doing this Review now so I can be sure of my Assessment. So I can stop worrying about my conduct as an Artist and Have Fun Expressing Myself to ya’ll again! I’ve got a lot of OGs on NG I especially need to catch up with, but got some budding connections on Twitter too to tend. As well as maintaining IRL Relationships. I feel much healthier in that regard now. And while I still need to keep Healthy Distance At Times, this has helped me out immensely with my Isolation. I feel less of a need to now. From 2016-2019 it was becoming bad, and if I hadn’t decided to reach out after the Con that helped me Really get the Motivation to Start getting my Work and Thoughts out there, I bet it would’ve been much worse. But not only have I gained New Connections, I’ve found the Strength to mend some Old Ones I thought I lost.
Long Story Short: I Appreciate Everything, despite Everything. And after my review, as I said before I started it, I’m done going on about my problems on here unless I really need to. Now it’s time to Focus on my Artistic Goals and having Good Times to find Strength in the Bad. Forging and Strengthening Connections. And getting some Paid Work soon if I can. But mor on that when I return around the 15th.
goncalves2341
Glad to hear you're going to focus on your goals.
CyberneticShotokan
Thanks! This is all pretty Chessey, especially for the Edgy Art I want to make and am known to like. But I just want to be as Responsible as I can while still being me. Frankly after the Big Art Dramas this year’s already produced, and making me lose Respect for Creators I Really Enjoyed (I’m Felon Riiiiick!); I’m done worrying about my Conduct as an Artist. After this Career Review I’m just gonna Live Life.