I’m still gonna be off for a bit, setting up a Studio Space in a room that’s been needing cleaning for a bit. But when I return I’m gonna rewrite my Twitter Pin one more time and do some Major Account Maintenance.
I wanna state that the Mass Unfollowing I’m likely gonna do isn’t out of spite, and I leave the door open for anyone to contact me if they’d like to keep me around. God that sounds Egotistical. But this is a matter of not stretching myself thin.
In my it’s hard enough for me to find Time for people in my Life due to the Complications of my Condition and the Mental Strain it causes. I don’t want people in the Work Side of my Life to feel I’m Ignoring, Manipulating, or Abandoning them.
That all said it’s been Fun slowly getting back in stride. There’s been a few times now where I’ve taken a break from Social Media for various reasons. Becoming Repetitive in my Analysis of others work, Feeling I’ve let myself hinder others, and the Mind Break of 2022.
After all this time, and all the mental flip-flopping I’ve been doing; I do feel truly back to me. But now that I’m comfortable with what I’m doing on here again and how I go about Interacting with people I need to focus on the Grind while still having Fun.
So to sum it all up:
Need to Work, but can stop this intense Self-Scrutiny, at least in the Public.
Need to reconnect with people but take it slowly. I definitely got too comfortable immediately calling people Friend at times (No Offense To Anyone, It’s Purely On Me).
And overall just stop taking this Too Seriously while keeping my Head On. I made my NG and Twitter to interact with people across the Globe and start pursuing Art as an Indie. And while I’ve had some major Fuck Ups imo, I’ve mostly stuck to that.
Ok that should be the last of these Self-Critique Posts for a Loooooooong While. I can always look back on things if I ever feel like I’m slipping.
Back to the Plan I had shared. No more Major Posts (Excluding RTs, Emergencies, And Comments) until I get my Art Backlog done.
Also gonna enjoy the Remainder of Summer Outdoors and With Family and Friends as possible. Which I’ve done much more than Last Year and I Love It. Hell I might post some Photos on here and NG ‘cause I got some pretty sights around here.
For now, Stay Safe, Hustle, Have Fun.
CyberneticShotokan
I just learned about the minus8 Shit…
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Been a fan of this Fucker’s Style since I first saw his style in BotanicSage’s “Baby Got DLC” 8 Fuckin’ Years ago. And now I’m hearing all this Shit.
I Really Hate Humanity Sometimes.
See ya’ll in a few. I’m Pissed/Sad now.