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CyberneticShotokan
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An Important Reflection After Tragedy

Posted by CyberneticShotokan - July 30th, 2023


Hey ya’ll, I just want to let you know I’m doing better. If you’re unaware yesterday I let myself get frustrated to the point of venting about how my show of support to Lex, Leighton, and Rav quickly became my most viewed thing ever. I’ve already explained why I got so mad, but to sum it up (Especially For My Newgrounds Folk); what started as Rage against a group of Scum quickly became frustration at Twitter boosting my most Negative Post in spite of my Art or previous Solidarity Posts.


But honestly I lost sight of the fact it was only getting views. Unlike all the compliments or fun interactions I’ve had these near 4-Years. In fact I should be Glad that it’s my most viewed post. I just wish I made it more about showing kindness to those Hurt than Anger at Vermin.


It’s a great microcosm of my Best and Worst Traits I’ve shown honestly. Wanting to show Kindness and Support, even to Strangers; while not being afraid to call out what I feel is Bull Shit Passionately. Contrasted with Impulsivity and Doubt leading to Stupid Choices.


SuperMega deserves to crumble. All this anger should be focused solely on the perpetrators. And I wish there was more posts about showing Support through Kindness instead of Anger. But Demonizing the anger isn’t necessary. In fact I saw a bit of In Fighting while reading this. Furthermore, while it’s healthy to have fear for what this means for the groups surrounding SuperMega; focus should be kept on this incident. Not on weighing this against others like Oneyplays or the Grumps.


This’ll most likely be the last time I bring this up as well. Even if I relate to Lex, Leighton, and Rav’s Pain. This isn’t my fight. However, sad as this is to say, it’s yet another story this year that serves as a Cautionary Tale for any Creative in the Digital Age. Protect Yourself. Have a fallback plan, and include people you can Trust in it. And don’t be afraid to be seen as the Bad Guy or get ostracized by former Creative Friends.


Because as we’ve seen. Indie or Professional. Corruption can easily take hold in the Art Sphere.


I wish Lex, Leighton, and Rav all the Best.


Matt. Ryan. Don. Jim.


If there’s a Hell, you got VIP Tickets.


Comments

I decided to delete the posts talking about the view count on the original SM Tweet I made. Honestly just on a whim, but there is a reason.

For starters it’s understandable why I got annoyed so having all that on there felt obnoxious. Just my emotions going haywire.

And secondly it’s not even True. I see I have two Notifs showing liked tweets of mine on here signing in today.

Both from January.

One complaining about Shit going on, Jan 7th.

One a wholesome conversation about another Artist experiencing Rabbits IRL for the First Time.

It’s a perfect distillation of my 4 Years as an Online Artist. Emotionally Charged and with a Motor Mouth. For Better and Worse. Craving Interaction.

I’m still taking some Time Off, but seeing those Tweets really helped ease my mind.

Because the Negative Angry one (That Wasn’t Even Really Righteous Anger Like The SM Post) is only at the 360s.

While the Positive Cheerful one is past 3,000. Way past anything I’ve posted, to my knowledge. Both these as I’m fresh off my Mindbreak (In The Worst Part Of It)

This isn’t me saying “Oh geez isn’t it swell to be positive and nice?”. No. I’m glad I’ve been as Openly Emotional and Abrasive as I’ve been, even if there’s been parts of it I Hate like the Obsessive Streak I had or the Whining.

This is me feeling comfortable with all this

I’ll still be taking some Time Off to spend summer outside and with Family as much as possible. I’ve got all my work organized so I’ll get to it whenever I get a chance. But it’s been good having some time to think without spilling my guts on here.

Next month’s my Birth Month, as well as the actual 4th Anniversary of my Time Online. So I’ll wait ‘til then to come back. Or at least the last week of August. I’ll finish up Re-Adding Info to my pin, and hopefully have the Art Explosion done by October. Stay Safe and Be Groovy.