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Ending This Cycle: A 4 Year Review

Posted by CyberneticShotokan - August 30th, 2023


To start things off, I just wanted to get this out of the way now. Because I’ve already labeled too many posts as the “Last One” and a Pseudo 4 Year Review.


But i honestly need to do one more reflection on this year in my Life and Career before my BDay.


This Year was one step forward, two back in a lot of ways. It’s not hard to notice if you’ve read these. I’ve been making a lot of steps to improve the pitfalls I’ve had. But I’ve also gotten into some pointless arguments. One where even if I was arguing against the same Pedojacket Shit they were being labeled as, I impulsively and defensively used my SA Trauma in a selfish way. Not like my breakdown in November. I’m not going down that road, especially not after how the SuperMega Shit turned out. Another thing too. I’ve said it before but now I’m REALLY sticking to it: I’ll talk about whatever’s on my mind and News Topic-Type Shit. But especially after a lot of the Stories I’ve talked on this year, I’m straying away from talking about more Interpersonal Dramas unless I really feel the need to say something. That’s not to say I won’t share any supportive comments anymore either, but for One I do want to let people have space, and Two I have gotten a bit too used to commenting on personal hurts people have because I’ve felt them too. It’s led to some fun connections and I definitely still want to reach out and have fun on here while talking shop and getting my own work done. As well as the Art Analysis I did back when I first started. But I definitely need to do better next year about how I use my Socials compared to this.


I’ve made a lot of progress setting up how I want to do things going forward, and have been working on Art still while doing IRL Stuff as well. And I plan to compile all the Non-Informative (Or Writing) NG Posts into a Chronological Document so this place will be cleaned up a bit. I might make that a Habit every few years from now on.


I still got to fix my phone screen, but I’m going to extend my break to extend my Hiatus for possibly the rest of the year. I wanted to be done by Halloween. But I’m not sure, if my Head is doing good around my Birthday I may even stick to that. But I do want to have a lot of Art to show for my absence, and also to get more IRL Shit done. But despite the Slow Improvement I’ve been in the Cycle for way too long now.


So stay safe out there people, but don’t forget to take some time too If I am feeling better I might start lingering around a bit again. But I need some solid time away from this while I get it together.


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