Ok I’m breaking the break early, just by hanging around and posting my Art. But this Recovery Period’s definitely got me thinking a lot. Mostly Good! But there is a lingering sense of Unfulfillment. Not a Word but you know what I mean?

Part of that’s definitely been from not working at my usual pace, but there are other factors too; IRL and with my Art. Nothing that’s getting me sad, more just that annoying Restlessness I’ve brought up a few times. Like I could be doing more for myself and for others.

I’m gonna be trying to resolve that Cognitive Dissonance, so while I’m Off-Break I will still be around less.

So yeah, see you guys around. Especially on Newgrounds and DeviantArt. NG especially. Hopefully I’ll get some gears turning smoothly soon.

P.S: Well that “Nothing that’s getting me sad” bit is a lie. A lot’s got me Angry and Sad in fact but neither feeling to an overwhelming/all-consuming point.

Just thinking of ways to use Time better is basically the Point I’m trying to get at.

I’m hoping that talking about this a bit with my Doc, particularly the Frustration of waiting for the Government to ok me to work, will get that ball rolling soon. He’s pretty frustrated about stuff going on too, and of his Generation inflating their ego and saying mine are Lazy.

That was actually a very reassuring conversation. Because fuck I’d do Hard Physical Labor if I could work.

My Mom suggested just doing Comms first then talking Earnings with Disability Reps. Probably gonna do that. Got Typical Jobs in mind too but that will be a Good Measure.

Hopefully by October I can ask again during my Appointment and get that ball rolling.

Really sick of Waiting my Life away as Politicians/News Anchors say “Young People need to learn there’s more work than just sitting behind Computers”.

But that’s enough of that. Take care!