If you need to know what I’m talking about, here you go: https://cyberneticshotokan.newgrounds.com/news/post/1494557
Anyway.
Edit: I still wasn’t feeling too great writing this, but I am doing better. So in a less morose fashion: I’ll still be hanging around my socials and working on Art. Because that along with getting IRL Goals done helps me out when I’m going through shit. But I’m also gonna be a lot more on and off than I’ve been for a bit. Basically said that already for the Holidays but it’ll probably be more than I thought. If you want to hear from me most consistently/up-to-date; my Twitter’s where you’ll want to go, but Bluesky is also an option. I try to inform all my Art Socials as much as possible with the Important Shit. But if you just wanna hear me Brain Dump or Share Cool Shit/Shitposts then yeah Twitter. I do plan on using these News Posts more casually again as well like I’ve mentioned. And I plan on doing some Consistent Writing again. Been working on one that’ll be even more robust because I got the Series’ Second Volume. That’s on Substack. My Twitter can be Chaotic but with me just shooting the shit most the Time it’s a lot more Chill than this Big Ass News Posts would imply. I do want to start commenting around here more often too, used to a lot back then and have been more often on the other Socials. Mostly stopped because I was “Reviewing” a lot of Art here and just talking ‘bout how it’s made. And I kinda felt like I was running out of things to say and didn’t want to be a bother. But, feeling reassured about that nowadays. And part of that was mainly exploring Illustrations here when there’s so much Art. But I’m starting to get sidetracked. So this is basically what ya’ll need to know for now. In like a week I’ll Repost the Artist Introduction, but with new info at the bottom as well. You can still read what’s below this Edit but if you can’t stomach Sad Shit atm I get it. That’s why I wrote this edit. Anyway have a Good One. 💓🫀💓
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Hey, back with a clearer mind.
I’m feeling…better I guess. With things like this the emotions tend to burn fast. Actually crying helped too. Along with blasting Music.
I’m not really sure what to do. I don’t want to become stagnant in emotional purgatory.
But I don’t want to be a bother either.
Not drawing for a few days is making the urge build up. As well as seeing Cool Art on various sites.
I might just post art, and shut the fuck up for a while. Or just be very on and off. Idk.
Anyway yeah. Sorry if I worried you.
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Also here’s this if you need Introductions. Sorry ya caught me during a Meltdown if you’re new around here. Life’s Cool but it can also be Cruel.
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I’ll most likely just lurk a little, post Art. Retweet Cool Shit. And do a bit of Work.
This has ultimately been a Good Year. But Jesus Christ it’s been exhausting too. I really wish Death would just cease for a Year. Losing Icons and Pets has really been crushing.
I’ve gotten better at bouncing back from this stuff like I used to.
But golly gee this Year’s been rough at times. And it makes me feel guilty at times for having Good Days.
And I just hate living next to this road. I Love where I Live. But this road’s taken many. I hate it.