If you need to know what I’m talking about, here you go: https://cyberneticshotokan.newgrounds.com/news/post/1494557
Anyway.
Hey, back with a clearer mind.
I’m feeling…better I guess. With things like this the emotions tend to burn fast. Actually crying helped too. Along with blasting Music.
I’m not really sure what to do. I don’t want to become stagnant in emotional purgatory.
But I don’t want to be a bother either.
Not drawing for a few days is making the urge build up. As well as seeing Cool Art on various sites.
I might just post art, and shut the fuck up for a while. Or just be very on and off. Idk.
Anyway yeah. Sorry if I worried you.
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Also here’s this if you need Introductions. Sorry ya caught me during a Meltdown if you’re new around here. Life’s Cool but it can also be Cruel.
CyberneticShotokan
I’ll most likely just lurk a little, post Art. Retweet Cool Shit. And do a bit of Work.
This has ultimately been a Good Year. But Jesus Christ it’s been exhausting too. I really wish Death would just cease for a Year. Losing Icons and Pets has really been crushing.
I’ve gotten better at bouncing back from this stuff like I used to.
But golly gee this Year’s been rough at times. And it makes me feel guilty at times for having Good Days.
And I just hate living next to this road. I Love where I Live. But this road’s taken many. I hate it.