Taken directly from a Stream of Consciousness I just wrote down:

I had similar fears before but knew the worst of my issues was possibly being too apologetic, and a bit too whiny for my taste.

In retrospect all of those issues were the growing pains of a young artist going truly Online (With His Work) for the first time.

All spurred on by tragedy.

And Ego.

But, I still had a lot of Fun and Fulfilling Interactions.

And had made a lot of friends and connections. Like my time on Twitter before November.

I can’t believe I let myself get so worked up. But that’s what happens when you have all this Real Shit to worry about and focusing on the Real and Art Grind. It just felt like the Worst Aspects of my Career Magnified.

*Post-Writing Notes: I’m still going to review my Entirety of my time on Twitter. But that’s potentially going to take much longer given the Breadth of my Interests and thus, my Interactions. All that just to potentially solidify the stance I hold after all of this.

So hopefully I can get back to having Fun more often, as I have been as I resided on Twitter for a Good While to figure all this out without cluttering my Newgrounds. Along with focusing on Bigger Things again. In my Art and Life.

Thanks for Reading, and Sticking Around if ya have. I hope to become a Pleasant and Entertaining Phantom again. Ready to lend a Laugh or a Hand. And anything else me or my Art can offer.

I’m glad to feel like I’ve finally conquered this Shit. I Tricked myself a few times there quite frankly.

Good Luck out there people.

Alright Today’s the Day!

I’ll Log All of my communication, illustrative work, and written work I’ve done these 3+ Years. You won’t see the Log. But I’ll write out a detailed summary of my Time as a Public Artist for you to see. As a NG News Post I’ll attach to my Pin.

Let’s Go!

Guys.

Devilman Tails.

Or “Tails-Zilla”.

It’s a pun because of Toei Did Devilman ‘72 and Owns Godzilla.

What The Fuck.

Alrighty folks I’m going to make this a short one.

As a lot of ya can tell from reading my writing as of late. I’ve been Reevaluating how I’ve been doing things. And Reevaluating those Reevaluations.

In short. I feel I’ve reached an Equilibrium I enjoy again. Where I’m balancing bein’ Responsible with my Art while not agonizing over it all. Now I just wanna take stock of all I’ve done, and remember all the Good Times and Connections I’ve had these past few years. And get back to Work and Life!

After I get this drawing done I’m going through all the Interactions I’ve had here and on Twitter, and Rebuilding those Memories.

Ok. So I frigging hate how I’m drawing Spread Wings on Characters. So it’s Time I dedicate myself to only drawing Winged Characters until I’m satisfied with any Improvement I have. Might take a bit.

If ya want proof of how Bad it looks, here’s four pieces of evidence. I only like the 4th.

Yeah. It sucks. Bad. At least to the standards of my Style.

Not gonna lie at time of uploading this I’m Very Frustrated with it.

One.

Final.

Non-Art Post for now.

If you’re a fan of mine. I need you to either read it for yourself. Or watch Game Apologist’s videos on the “Surge Saga”.

I need to thank the IDW Crew whenever I can. Or at least Show Appreciation of their Work.

It’s…Healing…

Yo fans of my Art, what would you say is my Strongest and Weakest Talents as an Artist?

I’ll Go First: I think my Strong Suit is my Character Art and how Lively it can be without being Realistic in Style.

My Weakness is my Inconsistent Colors/Lighting, and Inconsistent Speed.

Got ‘em for Christmas and haven’t used ‘em yet. But this Piece I’m working on will be a Great Showcase!

I’ll take a Lineart Pic First just in case I’m not satisfied with the Coloring.

Also have a Warped Arm Reveal.

This Drawing Looks Freaking Cool Tho Bro!

I’m currently looking back at my Time as a Public Artist.

So I’d Love some Genuine Feedback. And ya’ll known me the Longest, well a few of you anyway.

So yeah, Fire Away!

Halfway Complete with Chaos Island.

Have 100%’d the Other Two after gaining progress back on a New File.

Guys.

Sonic Frontiers is the exact thing I’ve needed for a Loooong Time now.

IDW’s been like this too, but it feels so Familiar in all regards.

I Feel Understood.

Expect to see a lot of Sonic Art to come from me for the Foreseeable Future.

Seriously it’s more than feeling like meeting Old Friends again. This Game’s been talking about a lot of Things on my Mind. And Pains I’ve Experienced. All while being a Ton of Fun!

Notice.

I’ll be Gone for a few days to both Beat This, get some IRL Stuff done, and Start some Projects.

Not very long Mind you. Just 3-5 Days should be Plenty.

Good Luck People, and Good Night!